Old friends

This is a bit of a different post then I normally make.  Well, then again, I haven’t been really posting all that much in the last few months.

A few days ago, one of my exes (really, the one that sent me down the road of BDSM) gets ahold of me through Yahell.  About a year ago, another ex did the same.

It just seems kinda odd, about once a year an ex gets ahold of me.  When I left them, they were….normal.  I don’t mean vanilla, but just kinda normal girls.  Wanted that one guy.  Key word, guy.

Now, both of them are bi, in Poly relationships.  Just, strangeness…….


One of the posts on Fetlife made me think of this one.  And I don’t mean my own kinks, or your kinks.  No, something a bit different.  How do people think about OTHER PEOPLES KINKS?  That is the question.  Now, I don’t have stats, or surveys to back up my thoughts here.  Instead, I have the words of people on many BDSM/Lifestyle forums to thank for the way I view this.  Why?  Because I spend way to much of my time there.

For a group of people that should be extremely open minded, kinksters in general seem to be closed minded when it comes to kink.  Now, what do I mean here?  It’s simple, really.  For some odd reason, when someone hears about someones kink, there’s a part of the mind that goes “that’s just wrong”.  That, in turn, colors the way people talk about kink in general.  I’ve seen way to many flame wars pop up because “My kink is better then your kink” then almost anything else when it comes to some forums (*coughcollarmecough*)  At the same time, people go “well, we’re open about your kinks”.

I can’t honestly say that I’m outside of the mold.  I just don’t understand age play, and many other types of kink.  Why?  Because it just doesn’t fit what I want.  And, honestly, never will.  It’s simple, really.  As I don’t understand it, I don’t like it.  And what people don’t like, they sometimes get the view of “why should anyone do this”.  Even the most well intended person can get that view, and then have issues with someone else over it.

The point of all this?  Think about what your typing, or saying, before you do.  If you would find offense at the way it is said/written about your kink, then just do say it.

Life Saver

I got a new Blood Donor card today, saying that I’m a life saver.  It seems that my blood has saved six lives at this point.  Just a nice note for today.

Poem I just found

Going through blogs, found a nice poem here.

Are You a Book Person?

A good book is a kind

Of person with a mind

Of her own,

Who lives alone,

Standing on a shelf

By herself.

She has a spine,

A heart, a soul,

And a goal–

To capture, to amuse,

To light a fire

(You’re the fuse),

Or else, joyfully,

Just to be.

From beginning

To end,

Need a friend?


I am sitting here playing Final Fantasy 12, and it got me to remembering. I still remember playing the FIRST Final Fantasy on the NES, and thinking “This game rocks”. No, it’s people my age that will play it, and still get that feeling.

It just seems strange to think that this was once what everyone considered the BEST of the BEST, and now we have such great graphics, games seem to go on forever, and you can have so many different endings. I have played video games that make me think I’m watching a movie, and that I have such a great impact on the plot of the game.

Yes, the graphics of the game of yore were from the best, but that’s what we had to work with. Our NES’s and Genesis, could not run what is out now. Then, a few years later, a great thing happened for us. The SUPER NINTENDO!

Yes, this was when you KNEW who made the systems, because their names would appear on them. But that is not all. The best games out there came from their own inhouse development. Yes, there were Final Fantasy games, street fighter, and all the rest. But noone could stop Mario or Sonic. This was what I spent the majority of my time growing up doing. Hell, I still do.

I sometimes want to go back to those simpler, 8-bit times, when you didn’t have to spend three hours to beat one area (unless playing Pitfall or Prince of Persia). When a little guy running around the screen was all you needed to make the day go faster.

Next, I’ll deal with Cartoons.


This was just to cute to pass up, so I’m posting it here.

Kitten Heart Breaking Promise

Everything Moved

I have moved everything here, as it just makes it easier. Only problem is I have lost everything from Ascensions Fall, as I can’t import Drupal through WordPress.com.

This way, if I can get the cash to have my own domain linked here, and I can’t afford to pay for it for some reason, then I don’t have to worry about it going down.

You can also get here through masterwolf.co.cc, Gorean-Refuge.tk, Travisvaughan.tk, Ascensions-fall.tk.

I am looking into finding a way to get all the posts from Ascensions Fall, but it will take some time to figure it out.